happiness...
21 December 2006
the happiness in my life always declining,
the joy i once had, will nvr come back.
you made me come to where i am,
regretting for all i have done.
your facial expression plays a big role,
the look you gave me,
when i wished you merry christmas.
why do i even have to bother
when your heart is still filled with someone else.
-it's always someone else, not me-
i'm waitin for you to change, i know you'll.
are we still considered friends??
why do we not talk to each other.
you know the truth,
why don't you confront it...
we have so many differences, but should
differences in people help them in times of need?
i dunno how to help myself,
somebody tell me what's goin on,
i always have to make the first move,
you're killin me everyday, alot of sleepless nights
because i never tell you those three words;
hiding under my collar all the time...
help me...
this terrible secret must go...now!
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christmas is comin soon...yayy!!!
sadly i dun hav any presents...
shall we go watch deathnote2 at vivocity!!
or Curse of Golden Flower...
we = scc Youth... : D
there's that Fake smile of yours...
what if tomorrow never comes,
how will i know you love me...
troubled...
02 December 2006
I wan to be fat!! or big-sized
whatever la...jus bigger n taller =)
am I that skinny/thin?
I want to buy new christmas clothes
but why should I buy if i'm still the same size..
actually i nvr put on weight
It's been erm, 3years...
same weight [ 50+kg]
very very different heights [ 160cm...]
WHY!!! i have no idea...
if i buy clothes it'll be the same size as
presently i'm wearing...
Do you think i understand you?!?!
I'll never will...
why do i keep thinkin about you,
when you have forgotten me a long time ago;
my friends..all of you ppl
what do you relli want this christmas?
i just got my pay packet...
-Santa MAMA-